hu ha hu ha

Hi! People always say opposite attraction is good. My husband and i always have different view on something. Not only that, I am not sure whether I like some of his friends. His friends are not like mine. They are more serious and choosy. My friends are more carefree type. We are worried about our children, family or students but we are more relaxed. Easy to say the hu ha hu ha type. That's why I never go to my husband's family day. I know his type of friends but a few are good to me. I know that my husband and i are different but I always try to balance it. I will try to cover his weakness and protect him . It's tiring but I am happy to do it. When I was with his friends or family, I could not be myself. I had to be serious. I did ask him whether he wants a serious wife or me. His answer was me but for certain situations, I don't think he wants to be around with people like me. Sometimes, I prefer to talk with my students rather than my husband. They will listen to my story. Don't want to think too much of it. It will spoil my hari ray a mood. Ye lah, I slept with my maid when I was small. Then, i went to kampung school in pulau sebang, mixed with the kampung kids. When i was in boarding school. Again, most of my friends are kampung kids except jepun, Jana, zihan. But we enjoyed being together in one group. When we went out, we would go to a place that we could afford to pay and so did ordering food. We would order food like the ones that our friends ate. Then, here in this school, I met farain. I am very happy to have friend like her. Hiiii...should I change to be someone like my husband can be proud of?