Hi! One group of girls want to come to my house on the second week of holidays, still in the mood of raya. I am happy because that group is close to me. The problem is the boys also want to join them. Hiiiii...I never invite boys to come to my house. Before this, when they asked my address, I just kept quiet. So, they got the hint, oh tak bagi datang la tu. Hiiii never mind. I will just cook nasi ayam for them. Last time, when i stayed with my parents, hidayat and his group came to my parents' house. Ya lah datang nak beraya. Luckily, when he reached my parents' house, he called me first. I was in kelantan at that time. My sister and my brother in law saw the boys with their motobikes parking outside wision. They thought the boys were my nephew's friends. They did wonder why the boys just left like that. When I asked my sister about hidayat, she was shocked "ha, budak lelaki yang ramai-ramai datang dengan motor tu anak murid kau ke". It was so embarrassing. I was so glad that i was not around. I really-really hope that the boys change their mind and go somewhere. I asked the girls to come on Friday when my husband and son go to the mosque for jumaat prayer. It is more comfortable without guys around. Oh ya, today I have to start fasting. I don't want to fry catfish, ikan sembilang anymore. I've got scar on my hand, my eyelid and my mouth. It was painful but it is more painful when your husband just ignored you. He kept doing his work. I was so angry that I didn't want to talk to him or even look at his face. He felt guilty so, after praying terawih he went to shopping centre to buy a hari ray a card for me. A card with music. He put it on my dressing table. I showed the card to my son. He loved it. He knew that i was angry with his papa. When my son was sleeping, I went to my husband and said,' I don't want your card. I just want you to hug me.' He liked to buy me things when i was angry. He came to me and i showed him my hand. He kissed it, then I showed my eye. He kissed my eye and hugged me. I thanked him for the beautiful card and laughed happily. It is not that difficult to bring back my smile. Bye.....