sad, happy...this is life

Hi! Stay at home with my son today. Just finished teaching him maths and English. I just took one hour. After dinner, i will teach him maths and bm. He will start his maths tuition after the school break. Now he is quite OK. I still let him play his PSP or watch his ultraman and Ben 10 videos but he must study first. Oh ya I really . enjoyed my holidays this time, although we just spent most of our time in Malacca. I love eating and there are a few places I would like to recommend, an open air restaurant near the river view hotel in kota bharu, kelantan. The chicken or beef grilled was so good. And the soup. Yummee, yummee, yummee. I won't forget nasi lemak burung puyuh in tanah merah, kelantan. It is located at the green building. And Malacca, my birthplace. I love Seoul garden and chickenrice shop at mahkota parade. Other favourite places are malim ikan bakar and umbai. Oh ya, we tried to eat less food at night. Breakfast and lunch are very important. Do not skip them. We just skip tea time. We will have early dinner around 7 o'clock. Before sleeping, my son and I had our nespray milk. If we feel hungry, we just eat the bananas that my husband bought a lot. That's it. My only supplement is the seaweed. I think my skin is quite OK now. So, I cancelled my facial treatment this month. Vivian won't like itèbut the seaweed is so cheap compare to the treatment. Last Saturday my cousins came to tampin. They brought anyah's clothes. They said if my mom does not like them just gave them to someone else. I looked at the clothes and saw the one that anyah liked to wear, the white polka dots baju kurung. I told my mom to keep her clothes first. It is not nice to give them away. I just do not understand. When my husband was sent for a course, I would sleep with his sarong. I wouldn't wash the one than he just wore so I still could still smell him. And his pink blanket. He didn't like the colour but because I chose the green blanket first, so he had no choice. I love smelling his blanket when he was not around. Now, I am crying. I really miss my husband. I can't wait to see him . That's why I do not understand why they wanted to clear up her things so fast. May god bless her soul. Al fatehah!