show your love before you lose her forever

Anyah passed away today. Everybody was sad. Emak and puan cried. I cried when I heard the news. Then I was OK. I think god loves her more that's why her life was taken. She was in pain and restless when we met her yesterday. Now she is gone. No more anyah in our life. A few days ago, I cried after I performed my prayer. Suddenly, I remembered my late cousins, my grandmothers and grandfathers. Then I realised I have lost many people that i loved. Jureimi, kak long ina, Irwin, puan mok, atuk aman, puan dan datuk batun, chik and now anyah. It's sad. When i went back to kelantan, we always went to ayah bas' house to visit chik, now no more. Jureimi and Irwin were like my younger brothers. They died in their early twenties, along ina in her early thirties. She was the first one in our family to study oversea. And because of her, I went to the airport for the first time. My mother was so proud of her that she wanted rme to follow her step. When i lost them, it's like someone stabbed in your heart. Please appreciate people around you especially your family. When the person dies, he or she won't come back. She won't visit us anymore. She's just gone. Last time, when anyah came to tampin, I kissed her forehead . When I put some money in her hand , she said thank you. Yesterday, before we left her son's house, I kissed her forehead twice. My mother also kissed her but she did not say anything. She just looked at us. Every time she felt the pain she would raise her hands and I caught them. I held her shaking hands firmly. I rubbed her forehead and kept calling her name, anyah. Tell you the truth,I am so happy today because I met her yesterday and showed my love to her before she passed away. Thank you god and may Allah bless her soul. Amin.