nobody is perfect

Hi! Have fever since Saturday. Today quite OK but coughing, ugh. I hate it. This week is pss week. Yesterday, I had scrapbook competition and just now I had two, traditional costume and history story-telling competitions. Many Indian girls took part, they looked so beautiful. Malay, only Abdul wahab took part. Chinese, as usual Yong kah Yin. This girl, she is very helpful but I have to be very careful with her. All the persons who were closed to me, she would say something bad about them. The worse thing was I always believed what she said. Then, she tried to control everything. She was so helpful that I trusted her. Luckily, I found out that she tried to cheat me. I think she knows that I don't trust her anymore. I don't tell her friends about this. Last time, after the drama competition (we got second placing), she told me that she wanted geeta to train drama next year to become champion. Stupid girl. Geeta just lost her choral speaking competition and she wanted her to train drama. One more thing, the champion was tbs this year, who else. Tbs students were so good. They made their own script, practised on their own and they could speak english so well. Compare to my students, i had to teach them on how to pronounce the words, explained the words to them, showed them the expression, hiii but i didn't mind to teach them. I just wanted them to be proud on the stage and enjoyed the performance. So far, all the competitions that I involved, including my three former schools only once I lost, the third drama in this school and all because of that sensitive word. I told pn Chiang that this girl doesn't know how to appreciate good teachers, so next time I don't want her to be in my team. Hiiii........who else can I trust? This afternoon I had lunch at my parents' house. My mom asked me to do a few things. Only one thing, I couldn't do. She asked me to do something else. I was so tired that i told my mom, you will never satisfy with me until I die. I did cry but I managed to control my emotion before going to school for the competitions. Tonight, I will have night tuition and I am not well and so tired. She never understands me. My father calmed me down and said something to my mom. May be I am not a good daughter to her. I tried to be perfect but nobody is perfect.