Just be good, ok

Hi! I think my eyesight is getting worse. It is time to visit the optometrist. Later la. This afternoon at school, suddenly I had chest pained. I stopped doing my work. I went to the canteen and bought some food, ayam percik, masak as am ikan tenggiri, Tempe goreng and masak lemak peria. Yummee, yummee, yummee. Heiiii be patient, I still have another three hours. Focus on the topic please. Why people like me so lazy to see a doctor? First, now I don't feel the pain anymore, so relax. May be I am just tired. If I want to see a doctor, I need my husband to take me there. It means I have to tell him about my chestpained and he will get worry. No need. I always think of other people first. Tried to change but I can't. I told my mom once that I am tired of being good. My mom asked me back, did you lose anythin when you are good? I told her no. In fact I got everything I want or more than what other people got. Then, she said, see, there's nothing wrong to be good. You should be grateful to God. Yes, what she said is right. We should appreciate what we have. I sacrifice for my family, God makes my life easy. It 's boring but better than people who lead difficult life. When I think of it....I AM So LUCKY.