say no to free sex

Hey! Now, I am in the mood to talk about love. We don't have to sacrifice our body to proof our love to the guys. Love is so beautiful and pure. If you love that guy, you won't do something that will hurt him. You will try to make him happy. You will care for him and worry about his safety. You always think of him. I don't understand why women or girls so cheap to allow men to touch their body. They said it is because of love. That's not love, idiot. That is what we call lust or nafsu in b. Melayu. I think to find virgins among Malay ladies are difficult nowadays. Imam's daughter, a 13 year old girl, university students, kampung girls, all are same. Their parents taught them the limit between boys and girls. They also learned it at school. But why? There was one case, when the couple was caught in a hotel room. The guy told the officer, they did nothing wrong because the girl was his fiancée. Hello stupid! Only when the girl has become your wife legally then, you can touch her. Another case, when a young girl was found pregnant, the mother scolded her by saying the guy should use condom. See! Modern mum, modern life, modern thinking have changed our way of life. So sad. They don't know the meaning of love anymore. If the guy loves the lady, he must proof that he is the real gentleman. Ready to show his responsibility to the woman that he loves, will give her shelter, will give her protection. Show your claim that she is your woman by marrying her not by getting her free of charge. It means prostitute is better than your girlfriend because you have to pay that bitch to have sex with her. Sorry, but that is the truth. Think about it OK.

sayang, honey, sweetheart or love........samalah tu

Hi! I really like this song. The music is so simple but her voice is so energetic. That's the strength of this song. I love the lyric too. Here's the lyric of sayang by shae. Sayang apa khabar denganmu. Di siniku merindukan kamu. Kuharap cintamu takkan berubah. Kern a di siniku tetap untuk mu. Sayang a pa khabar denganmu. Cubalah kamu telefon diriku. Kurindu dengar Sara indahmu. Kern a dirimu semangat hidupku. Sayang dengarlah permintaanku. Jan an ragukan cintaku. Sayang percayalah a pa kataku. Kernaku sayang kamu. Sayang dengarlah permintaanku. Jaga hatiku untukmu. Sayang dengarlah bisikan hatiku. Kernaku sayang kamu. I fell in love with this song when I heard it for the first time. Now, it has become so popular even my students, the malay boys like to sing it. Oh ya, there's nothing special to write as my husband told me already no Valentine's day celebration yesterday. I know that we cannot celebrate it as Muslims but.........never mind. Love all of you. Take care. Bye.

calm down.....take a deep breath.

Hi! I had a bad day yesterday. First, my son's pk hem called me in the morning. He wanted to see me today. Second, I typed my work wrongly. Third, my car hit my father's wheelbarrow. Fourth, mazita's student wrote the word cilakak on the libraray's whiteboard. I went out to fetch my son while they had nilam programme in the library. The worst was, he used permanent markerpen. Fifth, I had diarrhoea while teaching 3 a, had to rush to the toilet. Lastly, my hand got a long scratch while cleaning up the whiteboard. I was so angry yesterday and i am very sure Allah didn't like it. It was a punishment. Last year I was so angry to a lady who sold supplement to my father. He got sick after eating it. I was so angry that i scolded her. The next day, my son played outside. He got fever because of the hot weather. I couldn't blame god for that and i couldn't get angry with god. I must control my anger. I don't want Allah to hate me. Last week while watering my grass, I prayed to Allah to give us rains. I really pitied my yellowish grass. Then, Allah fulfilled my wish. Then, my laser programme last Wednesday. I prayed to Allah not to have rain that morning. I did not want to postpone it because I had prepared all the ingredients. Thanks to Allah, there was no rain and my 1 A boys could teach the students on how to make an egg sandwich. Oh ya! I did not watch Hansel and Gretel last week. I don't think I want to see movies anymore. I just bought pirated DVDs. I don't want to die in that kind of place. Oh ya happy holidays to all teachers and students. YAHOO!

a tongue slip

Hi! My son had a fight at his school. He and a few boys had to wash dishes at the canteen as a punishment. I asked cikgu hamzah for his wife's phone number. She is my son's disciplinary teacher. Mr vik just said, "he is like you. Love fighting" . Well, I just fight for the right thing. If the administrators give ideas that i cannot accept or I think ridiculous, of course I will fight. Just voice it. But my son......now about 3 a. I have tried to like that class but I can't. I have to love the students or at least like them, then they will get good results. That jian said that I am the best. I looked at him and said " you are the worst" . I feel bad. I do like some of them. Yap sun Wei, rinisha, mahalaxmy, vimal, pragash, nikman, aqilah, shazwan, see, oi sun Wei, agilan, wahab and najmi. I should change. I don't want to become incredible hulk in that class anymore. Must like all of them. God, please help me! Forget about all this. Tomorrow, my husband will take me to see a movie" Hansel and Gretel" yes! This Wednesday, we will have a video show at the library. It's marvel's avengers. The ticket is 50 cents only. May gee is trying her best to sell all the tickets. She is very helpful. Oh ya Chu a may gee is our pss club president. I know someone is not happy but she has changed. I don't care what people say about her. Today, Chan came to see me. He said something about Chua. I told him that i will talk to her about it and i am very sure she will listen to me. Now, Chan the prefect will see me first before he takes action on that person. I don't know why but I don't like it at all. He should relax a bit. Always try to find somebody's fault. Nobody is perfect, including him. About tongue slip. I said the wrong word during teaching Aids competition last year. We had it at bilk gerakan and i was the MC. It was Mr foo's turn to present his teaching aids. The title was permainan set. Before him, the presenters were all ladies so he was the first guy to present. I was so excited that when i introduced him I said the wrong words, Mr Foo Dan permainan sek. All the teachers were so shocked that they stopped clapping and looked at each other. I sat down and asked rosna, " aku salah cakap ke?" Slowly, she said, " awak cakap permainan sek" . It was so embarrassing. Later, I asked farain to know what did the teachers say about it. The teachers were shocked at first but then they said," takkan Lela cakap sek, kita salah dengar tak". Fuhhhhhh....what a relief!

ops, he is younger than me

Hi! Waiting for my car to be serviced. My son is playing his PSP while my husband is looking at Honda cars outside. I like my car but I feel more comfortable driving husband's car, Suzuki swift. Everything is easy and smooth with his car. I begged my husband to let me drive his car at least once a week. I think all the ladies out there agree with me. Even my student, rudrapreya told me that she will buy this kind of car one day. Oh ya today's topic........old ladies vs young man. Well...my eldest brother's wife is older than him, jepun's husband is younger than her........I think it is OK but not to me. I don't know I just feel weird. My first experience was when I was on the way to kl. Had to take a bus and I was alone. I sat next to a Chinese boy. He was so tall. Quite a friendly boy. He talked about his college and I told him about my life at university. I looked at him and said this boy can be my boyfriend. Oh ya, he was a basketball player. Then, the sad story came out when i told him that I studied at tbs when I was in lower six. He asked me what year....I said 1988. And he was so happy to tell me that he was in form two. Straightaway, I stopped talking and looked away. He came close to me, our shoulders touched and he looked at the mirror in front of us and said," tapi kalau orang tengok, nampak umur sama aje." Oh ya, that boy spoke b.melayu fluently. Then, the bus stopped. Really like a gentleman, he let me walk first and he followed me. After that we walked together. He kept talking and I kept quiet. In my mind, how to get rid of this boy and i succeeded. Thanks to the traffic light. I still remembered his face when i turned around. He was shocked because I just left without saying good bye. When I told my friends about him, all of them were so angry. I told them that i had my boyfriend already in UKm so i don't want to create problem. Hiiii....that night I could not sleep, thinking of that boy. There was a regret but..nak buek camno. Then, the same problem at my first school in kl. I was a teacher there. That boy was 16 years old. I taught him ekonomi asas. He was so good lending me his books. Rich boy, I guess. I never asked. He did send me a song request but I did not hear. Then, one day he told me that he wanted to come to my house. He wanted to take me to melaka. I looked at him and said that I was getting engaged on that day. He was so shocked and looked angry. I still taught him when he was in form 5. Haiiii....that boy. All his friends came to my wedding except him. If i was not engaged also, I would not accept him. Why? Simple, he was younger than me!

bye! bye!

Hi! Quite OK today. We had dinner outside. Not bad. Today is mahyudin's last day at school. He will study at boarding school next week. I will miss that boy. He is like my son. If i did not have a miscarriage, I would have a child that same age with him. A very good boy. He always laughed when i made jokes. Well, he is not my son. He came to see me at the library today, I just gave him advice. I really hope nothing bad will happen to him at the hostel. I told his mother why I did not like mahyudin to study there but .........he just needs to be careful with the seniors. Oh ya, I got presents from syuhadah and farzana. Thank you very much. Syuhadah has already started her studies at technique school while farzana, same with mahyudin, will go to a boarding school next week. Sad....sad......and sad. They won't join my choral speaking this year. No naim, no marzuki......anyway I have form one students who are very active. Ephraim, ulul azmi, Yong kah kit, ikhwan, Daniel to ( Brian's brother, miss tan said his face looks like me, well I like it. That boy is cute). I really enjoyed my 1a class. I have no pressure teaching them. Thanks to PBS. That's why the class was noisy. We had fun activities. Not like my 3 a. I have to be serious teaching them. They are the last batch sitting for pmr. I am so scared that they will higher the grade like last year. My aim last year was 15 students would get a for their English paper but only ten managed to get A. This year.....mati la. I took over Mr tan's class. I don't mind if the students are weak but they have to change. They are not focusing, very slow and the worse part is they love talking. They are like man stranded in the woods, didn't know where to go and started talking to himself. I feel pity to them because I know their level. The problem is they think they are smart because they are in A class. Hiiii.......enough with the school story. Want to sleep early tonight. Good night......

grrrr.......

Hate this week. He came to meet me yesterday and said that starting next year I won't be guru media anymore. It is good news but I don't like his reason. Tell you the truth, whenever I met him this year i just said important things. If not I just kept quiet. He did go to the library but I just did my work and kept quiet. After he told me his decision, he went to the library, I still kept quiet. He did try to provoke me but I said one sentence and both of us went quiet. Now,about fetching my son, I got permission from the principal. What my husband said about my boss is true. He is so kind. My only problem is that man. My face is so transparent, if i feel to smile I will smile. It cannot be forced. Actually, I don't like his attitude. He is arrogant. I told Mr tan that next year I won't be guru media anymore. He just said that you go to his room, smile and laugh then he will change his mind. No way. The real story is I was so angry yesterday that I did sidekick in the library. Luckily, no students saw what I did. Miss chua was shocked but then she laughed. Since 2011 I want Chu a or faraheya to replace me so I can focus on my critical subject. Kak faridah did discuss with him but he still wanted me to hold this post. Then yesterday, he changed his mind. His communication skill was so bad. I told my husband and he said good. Ya the news is good but the way that man said it...........never mind I just do my work and god knows it. Oh ya I want to see journey to the west movie. My husband said yes but Ahmad, I am not sure. I am afraid he will get bored. I watched the drama series already. I forgot the year. I like the colorful characters. So many and the adventure. Another movie, hantu kak limah part 2, this February. I can't wait to see it. Impossible movie, I can't watch but I know the story is superb. Bye...