calm down.....take a deep breath.

Hi! I had a bad day yesterday. First, my son's pk hem called me in the morning. He wanted to see me today. Second, I typed my work wrongly. Third, my car hit my father's wheelbarrow. Fourth, mazita's student wrote the word cilakak on the libraray's whiteboard. I went out to fetch my son while they had nilam programme in the library. The worst was, he used permanent markerpen. Fifth, I had diarrhoea while teaching 3 a, had to rush to the toilet. Lastly, my hand got a long scratch while cleaning up the whiteboard. I was so angry yesterday and i am very sure Allah didn't like it. It was a punishment. Last year I was so angry to a lady who sold supplement to my father. He got sick after eating it. I was so angry that i scolded her. The next day, my son played outside. He got fever because of the hot weather. I couldn't blame god for that and i couldn't get angry with god. I must control my anger. I don't want Allah to hate me. Last week while watering my grass, I prayed to Allah to give us rains. I really pitied my yellowish grass. Then, Allah fulfilled my wish. Then, my laser programme last Wednesday. I prayed to Allah not to have rain that morning. I did not want to postpone it because I had prepared all the ingredients. Thanks to Allah, there was no rain and my 1 A boys could teach the students on how to make an egg sandwich. Oh ya! I did not watch Hansel and Gretel last week. I don't think I want to see movies anymore. I just bought pirated DVDs. I don't want to die in that kind of place. Oh ya happy holidays to all teachers and students. YAHOO!