man, man and man

Do we need man in our life? Some of us (the women) think that without man we still can survive or our life is better without man. But what about me? Since I was small, I was close to my father. I shared my secret with him. He never told my mother. He really kept his promise. I have the best father. He always consoled me if my mother hurt my feeling. He didn't want me to feel difference when I was with my family. He would mention the great thing I did to my siblings and our relatives. He always proud of me. Now, I have another two men in my life, my husband and my son. They always make me happy. When I feel sad or scared, I just remember them. I feel stronger. I am just lucky to have good men in my life. My father never hit me . My husband too. That's why my son always hides behind me because he knows my husband won't hurt his protective mama. I told my students today that I don't mind to lose all my old friends but I don't want to lose my family. They still sent me messages asking me to join their activities. They can't accept that I have changed. I just want to lead a simple, happy life with my family. Oh ya about my intention to hand pss over to the young, single teacher.....that guy said no. I have already reached the peak that I do not want to hold this job anymore. I am very sure our school still can get A without me. I have prepared everything. She just needs to maintain it or beautify it. Easy. And I can focus on my job, teaching the critical subject. He doesn't see it. I want to see him but my hands tie up because of my son. I am afraid that if I make him angry, I can't fetch my son anymore. Last time during the meeting I did say something on how to improve the students' result. He didn't accept my idea and said something about controlling the teachers who go out which was not related to my suggestion. I knew he mean me so I just kept quiet after that. My husband reminded me so many times not to speak during the meeting. Just be a passive member and I will be safe. Some of the guys can't accept smarter women. Just listen to them and be good. Yucks!