love anyah

Hi! If i updated my blog yesterday, it would be the happy one. I really enjoyed myself until last night when I found out my anyah (my mother's sister) is sick, I mean really-really sick. She has liver cancer. We went to kelana jaya today. She's just lying on the bed. I kept holding her hand. I knew she was in pain. She did not call my name or my mother's. I was not sure whether she still recognised us or not. When my mother cried for her sister, I felt helpless. I did not know on how to ease her pain. Her cancer is in stage four. There's something I would like to say. When we visit sick people, please do not expect that the family will serve us enough food. Especially, many guests will come to visit . Like today, I think when they served us bihun and tea, they were more than enough. For the lunch, my husband and I preferred to have it somewhere, just don't want to burden the family. Our intention is to visit the sick one. That's the main point. I am so happy my son and my mother understood our intention. I knew they were hungry but they could wait. So, we had our lunch at r n r highway around three o'clock. Oh ya, one more thing . When you pay a visit, give something to the family, money, fruits or whatever. Don't ever-ever think when you donate some money, you will become poor. Be sincere. God knows your good deed. You will get more than you give. Bye.....

holidays

Hi! My son was circumcised last Sunday. He is OK now. He can wear his shorts but I still do not allow him to eat certain food like egg and chicken. My parents came to visit him, so did my two sisters and their families. Quite a busy week but I was so happy and sometimes I could not believe that my baby has become a man now. Before the circumcise, I told him it was like an ant bit you. Not that painful. Later he told me, it was so painful like a crocodile had bitten you. No wonder he cried a lot during that process. When we reached home, he was still crying but after one hour he stopped crying. No more pain. The next day when we went to the clinic to clean it up, other kids still did not look OK. The mothers asked me whether Ahmad cried at night. I said no. He recovered so fast. Thank god for every thing. Oh ya, I become a housewife now. Clean up the house, do the gardening and cooking. Last time I made my own fish balls. I learned it from internet. My family loved it, including my mother. My husband is so romantic. He is a different person, always smile and laugh. Well, he is a househusband now so he knows his job. Throw rubbish, go to the market, sometimes buy our breakfast, help me with the laundry. I fall in love with my husband again and again. When I remember him, I feel something in my heart. Love, babe. Now about my problem. My tummy, I want to get rid of the fat. Just wish me luck. Bye and take care.

We are still in kelantan. Yesterday, we went to pasar khadijah. As usual, my son and I ate the big prawns and Perut soup. My husband chose beef kerutup. Not excited like before. Need to find new menu. Oh ya, last Saturday we went to Arab restaurant in Malacca. It is near mitc, ayer keroh. My son and I chose chicken mandi rice. Not bad but it still cannot beat the one that i ate in Tehran, Iran. It's the best. It's perfect. The chicken was tender, its spice and the rice....wow. until now I miss the food. Need to stop. Want to visit my sister in law. Bye.

sexy

Hi! So happy. What else....school holidays. We will go to kelantan next week. Need to buy tudung Akbar. Now, I am watching wanita hari ini about sexy woman. Well I am very sure all women want to look sexy. Sometimes when I looked at the girls who were wearing shorts. Not all looked sexy. If a woman wore plain baju kurung, jubah or maxi, she could look sexy especially when she walked. We could see the shape of her leg. I like to look sexy but when i got attention especially from guys, I would feel restless and uncomfortable. Better at home, when you can see your husband cannot take his eyes away from you, wow you will feel so good. Now, I have to be very careful because of my son. He would look at me and say something. He has grown up. Sometimes, I didn't realize it but when my husband said that my son was watching, I would check my clothes. Last time my son told me that he wanted to marry me. I said no but i asked him to find someone like me to become his wife. A girl who will love him as I do, a girl who will comfort him when he is being hurt, just like what he did to me. Always cheer me up. Sexy is not only appearance, even voice also can be sexy. The way you behave also can look sexy. When my husband put on apron to wash dishes, he looked sexy. When he held the laddle to fry the instant noodles, he was sexy. May be when he helped me to do the housework, he touched my heart so it sent a message to my eyes that he looked sexy. I don't know. Not only woman needs to look sexy for her husband, the man also needs to look sexy for his wife. We satisfy each other's need. OK bye.....

Hi! I am now in 4 tk. Only one student. There's nothing much I can do. Sometimes I will look at her, just to make sure that she is still exist. Almost finish my work. My strategic planning, I will do it during the holidays. No fresh ideas at all. Last weekend I watched inception. Geeta lent me her DVD. I t was so good. It was like I am in their dream. You really need to focus if not you won't understand the story. It is raining outside. After this I have to go to 1 a, another relief class. Better stop now, thunder babe......bye