holidays

Hi! My son was circumcised last Sunday. He is OK now. He can wear his shorts but I still do not allow him to eat certain food like egg and chicken. My parents came to visit him, so did my two sisters and their families. Quite a busy week but I was so happy and sometimes I could not believe that my baby has become a man now. Before the circumcise, I told him it was like an ant bit you. Not that painful. Later he told me, it was so painful like a crocodile had bitten you. No wonder he cried a lot during that process. When we reached home, he was still crying but after one hour he stopped crying. No more pain. The next day when we went to the clinic to clean it up, other kids still did not look OK. The mothers asked me whether Ahmad cried at night. I said no. He recovered so fast. Thank god for every thing. Oh ya, I become a housewife now. Clean up the house, do the gardening and cooking. Last time I made my own fish balls. I learned it from internet. My family loved it, including my mother. My husband is so romantic. He is a different person, always smile and laugh. Well, he is a househusband now so he knows his job. Throw rubbish, go to the market, sometimes buy our breakfast, help me with the laundry. I fall in love with my husband again and again. When I remember him, I feel something in my heart. Love, babe. Now about my problem. My tummy, I want to get rid of the fat. Just wish me luck. Bye and take care.

We are still in kelantan. Yesterday, we went to pasar khadijah. As usual, my son and I ate the big prawns and Perut soup. My husband chose beef kerutup. Not excited like before. Need to find new menu. Oh ya, last Saturday we went to Arab restaurant in Malacca. It is near mitc, ayer keroh. My son and I chose chicken mandi rice. Not bad but it still cannot beat the one that i ate in Tehran, Iran. It's the best. It's perfect. The chicken was tender, its spice and the rice....wow. until now I miss the food. Need to stop. Want to visit my sister in law. Bye.

sexy

Hi! So happy. What else....school holidays. We will go to kelantan next week. Need to buy tudung Akbar. Now, I am watching wanita hari ini about sexy woman. Well I am very sure all women want to look sexy. Sometimes when I looked at the girls who were wearing shorts. Not all looked sexy. If a woman wore plain baju kurung, jubah or maxi, she could look sexy especially when she walked. We could see the shape of her leg. I like to look sexy but when i got attention especially from guys, I would feel restless and uncomfortable. Better at home, when you can see your husband cannot take his eyes away from you, wow you will feel so good. Now, I have to be very careful because of my son. He would look at me and say something. He has grown up. Sometimes, I didn't realize it but when my husband said that my son was watching, I would check my clothes. Last time my son told me that he wanted to marry me. I said no but i asked him to find someone like me to become his wife. A girl who will love him as I do, a girl who will comfort him when he is being hurt, just like what he did to me. Always cheer me up. Sexy is not only appearance, even voice also can be sexy. The way you behave also can look sexy. When my husband put on apron to wash dishes, he looked sexy. When he held the laddle to fry the instant noodles, he was sexy. May be when he helped me to do the housework, he touched my heart so it sent a message to my eyes that he looked sexy. I don't know. Not only woman needs to look sexy for her husband, the man also needs to look sexy for his wife. We satisfy each other's need. OK bye.....

Hi! I am now in 4 tk. Only one student. There's nothing much I can do. Sometimes I will look at her, just to make sure that she is still exist. Almost finish my work. My strategic planning, I will do it during the holidays. No fresh ideas at all. Last weekend I watched inception. Geeta lent me her DVD. I t was so good. It was like I am in their dream. You really need to focus if not you won't understand the story. It is raining outside. After this I have to go to 1 a, another relief class. Better stop now, thunder babe......bye

love your parents to get blessing from god

Hi! I am still feeling tired. For two days, I helped my parents. Did the cooking, cleaning up, entertaining the guests,nbla, bla and bla. My parents were very happy. They were very closed now. My father kept calling my mother to sit close to him. He scolded my mother if she was late. He just wanted her to be closed to him. My siblings didn't realize it, not even my mother. I asked my mother to be patient with him. I told her that one day when my father is not around, you will miss him calling your name. My relationship with my mother is good. All because of pmr English paper. I don't know that whatever thing that i do it will affect my family, surprisingly my students. That morning, I called my mother to pray for my students. I begged for her forgiveness. I told her how much I loved her and I cried. She said that i didn't do anything wrong and she thanked me for loving her. English paper 1 was a bit difficult but English paper 2 was so easy. My 3 a class was so happy. Everything that i taught them came out. Thank you god and thank you to my mother. If we hurt our parents' feeling although we are in the right side, god will punish us. I learned a lot. Luckily, I realized my mistake. That afternoon, after school I went to my parents' house to have lunch. I hugged my mother and kissed her. Sincerely from my heart. It was like a stone in my heart had been removed. Yesterday, after praying sunatul aidil adha at the mosque, I went to find my mother. When I saw her, straightaway I hugged and kissed her cheeks. I wished selamat hari ray a haji. She wished me a long life and wealth. I always thought that my mother regretted to have me in her life. I am so sorry. Nothing can stop me from loving my mom dearly. My father was the happiest person to see both of us could get along. Love both of you. May god bless both of you with good health. Amen!

beautiful quotes

Quotes from kallery net.... a) at some point you have to realize that some people can stay in your heart but not in your life B) if a man expects his woman to be an angel in his life, he should first create a heaven for her. C) look after my heart, I have left it with you D) behind every successful man is his woman. Behind the fall of a successful man is another woman E) it takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone - but it takes a life to forget someone. Hi....no more bad dreams. I read al quran suroh especially the three kul and kursi before sleeping. I just do not understand. Two or three years ago, I always dreamed of a big and long snake. It tried to catch me but I ran away. Since last year I didn't have that dream anymore. So, when I dreamed of it again, I was scared. In my dream, my son shouted that he saw a snake. I ran to his place and I saw the snake. It didn't look at me. It just moved passing me. Strange....I don't know. I think the snake had missed me so he just paid a visit. Crazy right. Well it was just a dream. Oh ya I drove my husband's car last Wednesday. It reminded of my kanchil car. But this car is quite heavy so it is safer. I just want to wish selamat hari raya aidil adha to all Muslims. Be good.....

disturbance

Ahmad is having his maths tuition now. Tomorrow, he will sit for his year end examination. I just hope he will pass all his papers. I am very sure he will do it well next year. Last year, he had problem with his reading (he was stammer).This year, he had problem with understanding what he read. Now, he is quite OK. His maths is OK, not bad. Tell you the truth, I have no mood to update my blog. I have so many things to share but I am just lazy. Every night, I have bad dreams. I always dreamed of snake, running, searching people that i love but last night was the worst. Don't want to tell you about it. It was scary. I woke up a few times to pee. This morning when i woke up I got scratch on my shoulder. And my left hand was weak. My backache, fuih, bad. I surfed internet, there are two causes, either I had been sihir or genie disturbance. When i was in perak, I had the same experience. One ustaz told me to leave perak because people did something bad to me spiritually (sihir). It happens again. I don't know why and I don't want to know. When i was in perak, I always had problem while sleeping. I couldn't breathe. I had to fight and made a weird sound. So, my husband would wake me up by calling my name or shook my body. Then, i was OK. I nearly died. When my husband had to attend a course, my parents from tampin would come to perak to accompany me or I did not dare to sleep. It was terrible. Now, I feel shoulder pain and I can't type a lot. So, bye.....take care.