love your parents to get blessing from god

Hi! I am still feeling tired. For two days, I helped my parents. Did the cooking, cleaning up, entertaining the guests,nbla, bla and bla. My parents were very happy. They were very closed now. My father kept calling my mother to sit close to him. He scolded my mother if she was late. He just wanted her to be closed to him. My siblings didn't realize it, not even my mother. I asked my mother to be patient with him. I told her that one day when my father is not around, you will miss him calling your name. My relationship with my mother is good. All because of pmr English paper. I don't know that whatever thing that i do it will affect my family, surprisingly my students. That morning, I called my mother to pray for my students. I begged for her forgiveness. I told her how much I loved her and I cried. She said that i didn't do anything wrong and she thanked me for loving her. English paper 1 was a bit difficult but English paper 2 was so easy. My 3 a class was so happy. Everything that i taught them came out. Thank you god and thank you to my mother. If we hurt our parents' feeling although we are in the right side, god will punish us. I learned a lot. Luckily, I realized my mistake. That afternoon, after school I went to my parents' house to have lunch. I hugged my mother and kissed her. Sincerely from my heart. It was like a stone in my heart had been removed. Yesterday, after praying sunatul aidil adha at the mosque, I went to find my mother. When I saw her, straightaway I hugged and kissed her cheeks. I wished selamat hari ray a haji. She wished me a long life and wealth. I always thought that my mother regretted to have me in her life. I am so sorry. Nothing can stop me from loving my mom dearly. My father was the happiest person to see both of us could get along. Love both of you. May god bless both of you with good health. Amen!

beautiful quotes

Quotes from kallery net.... a) at some point you have to realize that some people can stay in your heart but not in your life B) if a man expects his woman to be an angel in his life, he should first create a heaven for her. C) look after my heart, I have left it with you D) behind every successful man is his woman. Behind the fall of a successful man is another woman E) it takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone - but it takes a life to forget someone. Hi....no more bad dreams. I read al quran suroh especially the three kul and kursi before sleeping. I just do not understand. Two or three years ago, I always dreamed of a big and long snake. It tried to catch me but I ran away. Since last year I didn't have that dream anymore. So, when I dreamed of it again, I was scared. In my dream, my son shouted that he saw a snake. I ran to his place and I saw the snake. It didn't look at me. It just moved passing me. Strange....I don't know. I think the snake had missed me so he just paid a visit. Crazy right. Well it was just a dream. Oh ya I drove my husband's car last Wednesday. It reminded of my kanchil car. But this car is quite heavy so it is safer. I just want to wish selamat hari raya aidil adha to all Muslims. Be good.....

disturbance

Ahmad is having his maths tuition now. Tomorrow, he will sit for his year end examination. I just hope he will pass all his papers. I am very sure he will do it well next year. Last year, he had problem with his reading (he was stammer).This year, he had problem with understanding what he read. Now, he is quite OK. His maths is OK, not bad. Tell you the truth, I have no mood to update my blog. I have so many things to share but I am just lazy. Every night, I have bad dreams. I always dreamed of snake, running, searching people that i love but last night was the worst. Don't want to tell you about it. It was scary. I woke up a few times to pee. This morning when i woke up I got scratch on my shoulder. And my left hand was weak. My backache, fuih, bad. I surfed internet, there are two causes, either I had been sihir or genie disturbance. When i was in perak, I had the same experience. One ustaz told me to leave perak because people did something bad to me spiritually (sihir). It happens again. I don't know why and I don't want to know. When i was in perak, I always had problem while sleeping. I couldn't breathe. I had to fight and made a weird sound. So, my husband would wake me up by calling my name or shook my body. Then, i was OK. I nearly died. When my husband had to attend a course, my parents from tampin would come to perak to accompany me or I did not dare to sleep. It was terrible. Now, I feel shoulder pain and I can't type a lot. So, bye.....take care.

Stay at home today. Ahmad is not well. Bad cough. I did not have enough sleep last night because I was scared that he would have fever. Now he is sleeping. I want to sleep but I am waiting for my soup to be cooked. Tomorrow both of us will go to school. I hope he will be OK. I went to my parents' house today to park my car. From there, we just walked to the clinic. It was quite far. My son kept holding my hand. He kept saying, mama loves me. I just smiled at him. He got the same medicine as usual, they just add antibiotic. After that i took him to rm2 shop, bought him Ben 10 cards. Then we stopped at a restaurant to have our breakfast, rot I canai telur. Tapau two for my parents. He was so happy. He kissed my hand and my cheek. Well, a guy came siiting near us. He was smoking. I looked at him and said sorry encik, my son has athma, we just returned from a clinic. I showed him the medicine. Can you please sit at another place? He didn't say anything. He looked angry but he did move to another place. Haiya, no comment. I am not sure whether he was rude or was I being rude? But I did say thank you to him though he did not respond. This month, my nephew and my niece will go back to Egypt. He did not inform me but his sister told my husband after being asked. Haiiii.........it is sad. You see when they were small, I did take care of them. I am very sure when they start working they won't give me anything. Money of course no, a gift I don't think so, wishing or calling better do that to their mom, visiting not in their list. Haiiii......sometimes my students are better than my nieces and my nephews, except jijah. I always give them money for their wedding, their study, their children. It is not a problem to me. Hi....sometimes if their children forgot to do that, the parents should teach them. This Saturday, I will go to my sister's house to give some money to my niece and nephew. Just hope they will become kind hearted doctors one day.

On the way home from gemencheh. Had our lunch at santapan impian, tampin. I cannot eat hot and spicy food, my tummy cannot accept it. Last time, I tried to eat it but had to go to the toilet a few times at school. It was really embarrassing. My parents, my siblings, my husband and my son, they also cannot take hot food. That is why I have problem at the canteen. I always ordered nasi goreng kampung, mi sup, chicken porridge (but the chicken is not much and at 11 o'clock i will feel hungry) and nasi tomato (i will tapau three on friday), if not I just ate fried chicken and plain rice. That's the only canteen food I can eat. Pity me. I told them already but they still serve hot food. Oh ya! Yesterday my husband booked his new car. It's cute. He wanted to buy myvi at first but I told him no. I do support Malaysia products but I still remember the two cars that involved in the accident, myvi and Ala. Better pay more as long as we are safe. Read an article about Malay wives. What he said is true. People think that i am naughty, know nothing about religion. Loves entertainment. I love entertainment. Humans need entertainment, even our rosul Muhammad loved music ( like kompang, avoid flute) but I still know what is right and what is wrong. I am not liberal but balanced. I told my husband that i don't mind if he wants to go to the mosque but when i need his help at home, he must help me. You want to get reward from god but make sure your family is OK first. Whatever we do, do not give burden to other people. Do something that god please. Be kind so god will be kind to you. Don't be selfish!

gangsterism

Hi! So lazy to update my blog. Lots of things happened at school and home. I am just tired. My son 's doing quite well in his maths tuition. Every Friday and Sunday we will go to gemencheh for that. Then, ustazah will come to our house for his iqra' and he also learns on how to perform prayer. I think after a few months he will perform well in both classes. About my school life....it's not like last time. Gangsterism. It's bad. I don't like it at all. I love my students including the naughty ones, so I don't like when there was a fight. One girl told me that she didn't like Poon khai lun's time. The Chinese boys were bad. I told her that the boys were better than this year boys. They were just naughty, not gangsters. I felt safe when they were around. This year boys especially saravanan and his friends, they are nice and they do respect me but I still feel anxious. I do not feel comfortable. There are only a few boys that i can rely on. I told my husband but he doesn't understand. My school is not like his school. He said let the admistrators do their work and your job is just teaching but how to teach my class if other classes are making noise. Big problem!

Hi! My son has his maths tuition at gemencheh. I think her methods are very simple and fast, still I have to simplify it to suit with my son's level. She said that my son was so lucky to have a mother like me. Sometimes, I feel jealous when i look at my friends. Most of their children are smart. Never mind, as long as my son is good, independence and not lazy, there won't be a problem. Oh ya, yesterday was my birthday. My husband took us to pizza hut and he gave me rm200.00. Last year, he just bought me a birthday cake. May be he got his promotion this year, that's why he has extra money. Anyway, thank you so much. His birthday was last week. I didn't give him things but I gave him a very special present early in the morning on his birthday. Guys, how serious they are, they want women who know how to treat them well especially on bed. OK, OK no more about this thing. Singapore trip was superb, we really enjoy ourselves. Bought t shirts, fridge magnets and souvenirs. One guy said," badan akak cantik" in Singapore. Yargh. Better in China, a few China ladies called me "big eyes". I told my husband and he just said, "that is why I don't want you to wear jeans and black shirt (my favourite one). " I like to buy cloth now to make baju kurung. I think I have changed. I still like to wear jeans but I will wear baju kurung mostly. When we went to Singapore, there's somebody's wife who looked at me not in a nice way. Not only me wearing jeans, got a few but she kept looking at me. Haiiii....I just want to enjoy myself, want to relax, feel free, nothing else. I feel lucky to have my husband. Sometimes I feel like I am just a small kid and sometimes he made me feel like a woman. I want to wear pretty clothes like other women or put on make up but I just don't know how. My husband did say that i have changed a bit, but whatever it is he still likes as who I am. I don't want to be like other women but I want to change. Be a woman.......