Hi. I am still alive. I still don't have the mood to write. I should be happy and i do look happy but i am not. I love my life and at the same time i hate it. I think i need a break. I want to go somewhere with my husband. I don't think he will agree. I really need to leave this place. This saturday, he will have his ldp. Then we will go to my brother's open house. Hii..boring, boring and boring.