love yourself

Hi! I am so worried about Lisa. She came to our school yesterday and i did not notice her at first. She was so slim and i do not like it at all. She looked so different. I preferred her last year look. She looked fit and sexy. Hiiiii......she told me that she was on a diet. What kind of diet was it. She did not like her look before. She thought the slimmer, the prettier. Hiiiii.........my husband did ask to eat less, all because of my tummy. I don't give a damn. I still feel good and i love the way I look except when I did not have enough sleep. I looked like a zombie. My mum said that I look better even my husband praised of my look only my tummy. He likes to make joke of my tummy but I feel OK. My problem is the tummy will look big at night but in the morning it will become flat. And of course after having breakfast, lunch and dinner it will become big again. Every morning I will have a heavy meal. Must eat rice. Please do not ruin yourself all because you want to look good. I think a big woman is cute. My eldest sister is big and a few of my nieces are big too. They are cute and pretty especially when they put on tudung. Their round face look so cute when wearing tudung. They take after my mother and my great grandfather. I am the combination of my parents. My height from my mother and thanks to my father for my slim body.special one is about my hair. Straight like my mum but curly, the front part like my father's. The bad temper from my father but the kind hearted from my mother. So good being the youngest one. You took every thing from your parents. Good advice. Love yourself, people will say bad about your look. Who cares. Our health is more important. Be happy and laugh a lot, you will look good. Take care.

seize the day

Hi! Miss my blog so much. No mood. Family problem. Don't know how to eplain it. Too complicated. I nearly set my mind to leave everything here and go somewhere. My mom was so worried about my problem that she had chestpained. Actually,I did not want to tell her but I was so sad I needed someone to share it. Now,everything is OK. We are happier than before. There's no more secret among us. I really love my family. I don't want to lose it. Everything is back to normal just like nothing had happened before. Well, that is life. I never expect to have this kind of problem in my life. When I was young I thought my life was so perfect compare to my friends. Got problem but it's not like this one. I had to be strong to face it. Luckily, it was all gone now. Oh ya, about my 3 a. I love that class. They are naughty but I think they are more sincere. Now, their result is OK. 10 students got b compare to 2 in their last test and only 7 students fail compare to 20 last time. Still, a few of them did ask me, why there was no a. Well, that depends on their effort. If they work harder, I am very sure 5 students can get a in pmr.....at least. Who knows. My choral speaking team....not bad. Just hope they will win. If only we can beat tbs. This is the best team. They are like lions roaring. They made me smile today. They gave me brilliant ideas to make the performance better. Wow.....work together to achieve our goal. Well.....I went to see a movie, jack the giant slayer. Couldn't help myself. I think it was OK because all of us wanted to see the movie, so we wouldn't do nothing bad. This Monday we will see bola kampung the movie. Then, Tuesday haiiiiiii choral speaking practice. Never mind. I still can enjoy myself. Bye!