ops, he is younger than me

Hi! Waiting for my car to be serviced. My son is playing his PSP while my husband is looking at Honda cars outside. I like my car but I feel more comfortable driving husband's car, Suzuki swift. Everything is easy and smooth with his car. I begged my husband to let me drive his car at least once a week. I think all the ladies out there agree with me. Even my student, rudrapreya told me that she will buy this kind of car one day. Oh ya today's topic........old ladies vs young man. Well...my eldest brother's wife is older than him, jepun's husband is younger than her........I think it is OK but not to me. I don't know I just feel weird. My first experience was when I was on the way to kl. Had to take a bus and I was alone. I sat next to a Chinese boy. He was so tall. Quite a friendly boy. He talked about his college and I told him about my life at university. I looked at him and said this boy can be my boyfriend. Oh ya, he was a basketball player. Then, the sad story came out when i told him that I studied at tbs when I was in lower six. He asked me what year....I said 1988. And he was so happy to tell me that he was in form two. Straightaway, I stopped talking and looked away. He came close to me, our shoulders touched and he looked at the mirror in front of us and said," tapi kalau orang tengok, nampak umur sama aje." Oh ya, that boy spoke b.melayu fluently. Then, the bus stopped. Really like a gentleman, he let me walk first and he followed me. After that we walked together. He kept talking and I kept quiet. In my mind, how to get rid of this boy and i succeeded. Thanks to the traffic light. I still remembered his face when i turned around. He was shocked because I just left without saying good bye. When I told my friends about him, all of them were so angry. I told them that i had my boyfriend already in UKm so i don't want to create problem. Hiiii....that night I could not sleep, thinking of that boy. There was a regret but..nak buek camno. Then, the same problem at my first school in kl. I was a teacher there. That boy was 16 years old. I taught him ekonomi asas. He was so good lending me his books. Rich boy, I guess. I never asked. He did send me a song request but I did not hear. Then, one day he told me that he wanted to come to my house. He wanted to take me to melaka. I looked at him and said that I was getting engaged on that day. He was so shocked and looked angry. I still taught him when he was in form 5. Haiiii....that boy. All his friends came to my wedding except him. If i was not engaged also, I would not accept him. Why? Simple, he was younger than me!

bye! bye!

Hi! Quite OK today. We had dinner outside. Not bad. Today is mahyudin's last day at school. He will study at boarding school next week. I will miss that boy. He is like my son. If i did not have a miscarriage, I would have a child that same age with him. A very good boy. He always laughed when i made jokes. Well, he is not my son. He came to see me at the library today, I just gave him advice. I really hope nothing bad will happen to him at the hostel. I told his mother why I did not like mahyudin to study there but .........he just needs to be careful with the seniors. Oh ya, I got presents from syuhadah and farzana. Thank you very much. Syuhadah has already started her studies at technique school while farzana, same with mahyudin, will go to a boarding school next week. Sad....sad......and sad. They won't join my choral speaking this year. No naim, no marzuki......anyway I have form one students who are very active. Ephraim, ulul azmi, Yong kah kit, ikhwan, Daniel to ( Brian's brother, miss tan said his face looks like me, well I like it. That boy is cute). I really enjoyed my 1a class. I have no pressure teaching them. Thanks to PBS. That's why the class was noisy. We had fun activities. Not like my 3 a. I have to be serious teaching them. They are the last batch sitting for pmr. I am so scared that they will higher the grade like last year. My aim last year was 15 students would get a for their English paper but only ten managed to get A. This year.....mati la. I took over Mr tan's class. I don't mind if the students are weak but they have to change. They are not focusing, very slow and the worse part is they love talking. They are like man stranded in the woods, didn't know where to go and started talking to himself. I feel pity to them because I know their level. The problem is they think they are smart because they are in A class. Hiiii.......enough with the school story. Want to sleep early tonight. Good night......

grrrr.......

Hate this week. He came to meet me yesterday and said that starting next year I won't be guru media anymore. It is good news but I don't like his reason. Tell you the truth, whenever I met him this year i just said important things. If not I just kept quiet. He did go to the library but I just did my work and kept quiet. After he told me his decision, he went to the library, I still kept quiet. He did try to provoke me but I said one sentence and both of us went quiet. Now,about fetching my son, I got permission from the principal. What my husband said about my boss is true. He is so kind. My only problem is that man. My face is so transparent, if i feel to smile I will smile. It cannot be forced. Actually, I don't like his attitude. He is arrogant. I told Mr tan that next year I won't be guru media anymore. He just said that you go to his room, smile and laugh then he will change his mind. No way. The real story is I was so angry yesterday that I did sidekick in the library. Luckily, no students saw what I did. Miss chua was shocked but then she laughed. Since 2011 I want Chu a or faraheya to replace me so I can focus on my critical subject. Kak faridah did discuss with him but he still wanted me to hold this post. Then yesterday, he changed his mind. His communication skill was so bad. I told my husband and he said good. Ya the news is good but the way that man said it...........never mind I just do my work and god knows it. Oh ya I want to see journey to the west movie. My husband said yes but Ahmad, I am not sure. I am afraid he will get bored. I watched the drama series already. I forgot the year. I like the colorful characters. So many and the adventure. Another movie, hantu kak limah part 2, this February. I can't wait to see it. Impossible movie, I can't watch but I know the story is superb. Bye...

hey! take it easy

Hi! Change my spectacles all because of my long-sighted. Getting old......but I like my new look. Oh ya...last Wednesday, Steven came to express his dissatisfaction of Wong. He asked me why I chose that boy to become a librarian. He said that the boy was caught smoking when he was a prefect and was it because that boy is handsome. Haiiiii...that boy volunteered to become a librarian last year. He showed me his talent by processing many new books after pmr. I was impressed so i gave him one year trial. It was not fair if i did not give him the chance, not because he is handsome. I am too old to think like that. I asked Wong to see me, later I found out that Steven had made a mistake. Still, I asked Wong to control his temper. Then Steven came to see me and I did advise him. I did not like his style. He reminded me of the prefects at my former boarding school. They just aimed at the naughty students although other students did make the same mistake. Just wrote my name and my group, almost every week we had to go for a detention class. So bad, right. I told Steven my experience. I said that I was naughty but now I have changed. I asked him to be fair to all students. He must respect people then they will respect him. I asked him to see cikgu mazlan to clear that boy's name. OK, settle. Now , different topic. How to have a happy life? My students asked me about love. Well, love is important but make sure your husband must love you more than you do. If you marry a person that loves you less, your life will be miserable. You will do whatever he wants you to do and you will follow what he asks as you love him more. I always call my husband my fairy godmother because he always granted my wishes. He really pampers me that's why I felt like I was a small child sometimes. Only with our son, he's a bit strict. But do not take advantage. The one that my husband cannot afford, I will never ask. Falling in love is beautiful but to have someone who loves you dearly is paradise. I forgot to tell you that my husband bought me a Nikon camera to replace my broken camera. He dropped it at universal studio. The camera is too expensive compare to my old camera that i did not dare to try it. Haiii....better buy the cheap one for me. Still I appreciate for what he had done.....toche!